Nothing seems the same
When we dwell with despair
Life seems sad now
Cry alone I often do,
In allowing you to see
The world within my eyes
I felt I hurt you
I escaped, tried to hide,
Deep down the feelings
Yearned to see your words,
Feel your heart,
Alas I once again fail,
Inside I'm sad
For I see you drift
Further and further
I'm helpless,
Yet I do not have
The strength
To write you everyday,
I should not have told you
What else was wrong!
Your happiness
Was my smile!
Now your tears are my pain