It's hard to say I love you now
It's hard for me to say I miss you
Words are losing affect
I've been standing at your grave
Wishing I could see you just one last time
See you smile
Have one last hug goodbye
I know it's been a long time
But I still find it hard
Nearly 8 years not seeing you
Only your grave is what I have left
Mommy says, I need to stop thinking about you
Katy says, I need to get over you
Daddy says, he understands
My thoughts of you will remain
I cry still
All the times we played
The times we laughed
Young as we were
Your death was hard
Standing at your grave
I can still remember how you fell
How i was forced to let your hand go
8 years ago, when the ambulance came
I'm still missing you
Not a day goes without thinking of you
I cry tear for you
I have dreams of how you died
In the play ground
The fight just before
Me screaming I'm sorry because I so young I blamed myself
I wish I could just be with you still
I know you wouldn't want me crying
I know you want me happy
But it's so hard when I see your grave
I used to see to see ti every day
I would go there before and after school
Lay down a little daisy
Leave a note
A picture
When I cry I swear I can feel you holding me
You'd be 15 this year
Shared our birthdays like every year
I can't believe how long it's been
Standing at your grave even now
I wish i knew what to say
I don't know if you can hear me
But I do miss you
Friends together
R.I.P James
Standing at your grave
Always my most loved friend
Love you
