Please don't except my apologies

The person who this poem is for will never read it since she doesn\'t use this website, but oh well.
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How can I say I'm sorry
when I'm not sure that I am
I know what I did upset you
but I still think that my actions were correct
I wish I could tell you I didn't mean to
act the way I did
I wish that I could lie and say
I wasn't feeling great
and I wasn't in the right state of mind
but i don't think that true
I meant to do what I did
and I wish I could say I'm sorry
but it will meaningless
we don't agree on every thing
but that's okay
lets leave it at that for now
and hope later we can overcome this
and move on
and go back to how things were
but if you now think
that you cant trust me
if you are still full of regret
maybe I should return the feeling
although that's not what I want to do
I wish that I could confide everything
That goes wrong, to you
for now I can't
but I hope some day
I will be able
and maybe trust will return