Love is what we had;
not it's gone and has made me Mad.
I can't think straight no matter how hard I try,
I love you so much that I can't say goodbye.
Our conversations are ended before even a word is said,
that makes me think that you would really like to see me dead.
When I see you here and there,
I always take a long look at your face.
Some people may wonder why I do it;
it's because I want to keep your memory in place.
I always seem to worry about you when your smile turns in to a frown,
but I can't even ask how you're doing with out you yelling at me or looking like you want to beat me to the ground.
I know we had our ups and downs,
but I tried to always be there.
I know I couldn't tell you how I felt truly;
it was because I didin't exactly know how...
Is this what you want?
Is this what we must be?
A never fading memory that pains me to always see?
I told you I loved you and I would always will,
even if you're with HIM
and he's someone I'd want to kill.
Even though my heart still calls for you during the lonely nights,
I do wish you the best of luck and hope everything turns out alright.
You said you wanted to start over;
put everything in the past,
but the thing that you forgot to remember is that I was your first and that will always last.
My love has touched you deep,
more than you would admit,
but I was your first love and your first...you know..
i think we'll leave it at that.
But regaurdless of how you feel to me,
I just wanted to let you know,
I would raise hell to bring you back to me because my heart still loves you so...
