It's Gotten To The Stage - 30/05/06

It's gotten to the stage,
I can't face you,
I love you to much,
When I look at you, I fall, I don't know what to do.

I love you to much,
To look at you in the eyes,
To watch my heart fall apart,
Asking if I was ever good enough, he sighs.

I would love a friendship,
But deep down I don't want one,
I want you, nothing more, nothing less,
What have I done?

I miss you so much,
That my heart breaks,
And don't know where I stand with you,
And my whole body shakes.

Dedicated to Justin C.

©Elisha L. Brain 2006