Good enough - 30/05/06

Wasn't any of it good enough?
Was it so bad?
Don't the good times mean anything?
Why did I do it, I only made us sad.

Wasn't it good?
All the smiles,
The times we had together,
Was it all my past files?

Did I drive you to insanity?
I ruined everything we had,
And now all I think about,
Are all the good times, none of the bad.

I can't let you go,
I can't get you out of my mind,
I can't bare to see you with someone,
I love you with all my heart, the way out I can't find.

My love is uncontrollable,
I wish I could have you back,
And stop these tears,
From falling and turning black.

I know I hurt you,
But we could always fix it,
Why not this time?
What did I do? To take that hit.

I fell the sadness build up,
The anger, the pain,
The sorrow, and the love,
I've never loved this much, my sheets have been stained.

All my tears and my heart,
My blood, out on paper,
I told you I would bleed for you,
It was the common caper.

What did I do?
To mess this up? To make us hurt,
And to deserve all this hell,
Throw me down like a piece of dirt.

Wasn't any of it good enough?
Did I hurt you that much?
With simple mistakes,
I'm falling, such is such.

Dedicated to Justin C.

©Elisha L. Brain 2006