Every time I hear my phone ring, I will run over as fast as I can, though filled with doubt, crazily thinking that I will hear your voice.
Every time a tear falls from my eye, you are the one I am thinking about.
Every time I get a new e-mail I check it right away hoping that it will be another one of you apology notes like you used to send me, but then I remember that you wouldnâ??t waste your time of day.
Every time a name pops up on msn I hope it will be yours, but then I realize that it would not matter, you would have nothing to say.
Every time I hear your voice from behind me I frown as I realize I was not the girl you were talking to.
Every time that someone walks by me in the hallway and knocks my shoulder to flirt on the way past, I will turn around and smile, but the smile quickly disappears as I realize that it is not you.
And every night that I go to bed, I will lay and think for 20 minutes, close my eyes for 10 but then quickly open them because all I see is memories of us, and then for however long it takes I drift off to sleep at last as the tears wetten my pillow for you.
