Sad again

Yep were in love
so happy hes mine
but hes to far away
for me to stay fine

I'm unhappy again
don't have him to kiss
he my best friend
the only one id miss

he only cares
when no one else could know
cause he sees through it all
and can see my sad show

but now hes not here
hes not seeing me fade
I'm forcing my self
not to pick up the blade

cause i know you don't like me
hurting my wrists
but this is the way
that shows you my old lifes missed