Your just a secret in my diary

There are times when I bite my lip and hope you dont notice
My stomach twists and turns, making room for all the butterflies and I fall once again
Hoping that everything will go away, but secretly wishing it wont

There are memories of us that flood my dreams over and over
Waking up squeezing my pillow tight wishing you could replace it
Missing our sweet, soft embraces, longing to hear your heart flutter in sync with mine

There are songs that make me hate everything about this situation I find myself in
Reminding me how its going nowhere, trying to tell me I could do better
But I'm such a sucker for all these feelings and love like emotions I cant helping listening to our song

There are days when I miss you, like the Sahara misses the rain
Missing those times when youd whisper in my ear making me want to lay with you for forever
But then there are other days when I hope Tylenol, tissues, and time would cure everything

There are times, memories, songs, and days when your on my mind
Maybe someday ill work up the courage to say the littlest things that would mean so much
Hoping that dreams could be come realities and then realities to become my dreams