Why do I make such bad choices?
Why donâ??t I just be good?
All I hear is these voices
Telling me why havenâ??t I understood;
Understood what is right from wrong
And what is wrong from right
How do I stay strong?
When I feel like taking my life
How do I face these unforgettable emotions?
When I want to leave this place
How do I face these problems?
When I fell like a suicide case
I feel like hanging my lifeless body
And never returning again
I feel like no one loves me
Like I have be abandoned
I try to act as if I donâ??t give a care
I try to act as if nothings happening
But in actualality these feelings I canâ??t bare
These feelings and thoughts are expanding
I feel like telling someone
The way I feel about my life
I feel like killing myself with a gun
All because of this never ending strife
I wonder if someone will understand
Why my life feels so down
I wonder if someone can lend me a hand
And help me lift this frown
I tell myself that everything will be alright
That everything will be better in the end
Then maybe I wonâ??t have to cry myself to sleep at night
Its okay at least I have myself as a friend!