Secret .x

Hand in hand,
Trust was always there.
I believed everything,
I knew that you would pull through.

Mind weary and unknown,
There was something wrong inside.
A mixture, another one,
Screwing you up.

Changes occurring,
I expected the worst.
I asked, and felt bad,
When you said no.

Again I sit thinking,
Why did you do this?
You lied; you said you wouldn't,
You did it; you said you couldn't.

Once again, you say no more,
But how can I believe this?
Secret from me,
Killing me slowly.

Watching you,
I want to help.
What can I do?
Where can I assist?