Aren't Real...

Somedays I don't know how to feel.
I can't tell if it's a dream or if it's real.
I just wanna give in.
I feel like I'm lost within.
And everything starting to get under my skin.
I'm tired of living in a blur.
I wish things would go back to the way they were.
I'm tired of change.
I find it all strange.
Memories keep a smile on my face.
It's getting hard to fake.
I feel like I'm lost at sea.
And it's just me.
There isn't anyone around.
It's just me and no ground.
I wish you were here with me.
But there are no trace's of you to see.
Your not gone, but your not here.
And your not anywhere near.
I think you feel the same way.
But can't find the words to say.
I'm right here if you need me.
But that's getting hard to see.
Your right here but your not.
And to me it seems your all I've got.
I made you who you are.
And it wasn't that hard.
It took 1 person to make 2 people.
Even if 1 isn't real.
Just a person in my minds eye.
A voice that won't die.
I'll wait for you.
There isn't much else I can do.
All alone is how I feel.
Even if you aren't real...