I'll Pretend

I feel your eyes on me,
Constantly throughout the day.
Every which way I turn,
You're always coming my way.

I catch your stare,
Sending so many butterflies.
But I'll never let you know my feelings,
For I'm afraid to hear your reply.

It is way too weird,
I cant see me with you.
But I still I keep on falling,
I don't know what I should do.

I don't want to care for you,
I don't want to feel this way.
But then you come around,
Causing me to want to stay.

I don't know how you do it,
Pulling me into your grasp.
But I wont risk getting hurt again,
I have too many times in the past.

I want to let you know how I feel,
But within me I hold so much fear.
I know it's probably obvious,
To everyone else it's crystal clear.

But with me my feelings will stay,
And you'll never know the truth.
For now I guess we'll just be friends,
And I'll pretend I never fell for you.