Grandpa!

The day i lost you
I fell apart into thousand of pieces
I wanted to be with you
But i couldn't
Because of the thought of you living forever

I remember
The time when my parents came up to me
Saying that i lost you forever
The whole world crushed down

I didn't believe them
Maybe it was because i could feel you right next to me
Or maybe it was because i was too scared to believe that you are not there anymore

I got so mad when my parents lied to me
Because the day i found out
You were gone already

If i knew i was never going to see you again
I would hold you more tight
But the last day
I didn't, with the thought of seeing you again

Now, when i look back
I see your face
And hear your voice
Remembering you calling me "My butterfly"

For leaving me behind i don't forgive you
But for the love you showed
I forgive you, I do
I wish i could see your image once more
Which i cant anymore

But never forget that
You have a granddaughter that loves you more than anyone
Which i can show my love without doing anything, to everyone