Sorry for all that

I cant understand
Why you don't answer
When i call your name
You act as if i wasn't there
Invisible was i?

I was never there
Cause you never answered
I want you
So badly

Notice my shattering heart
And repair it
Before I give up on you
I will give up on the world
Writing my letter
For when I have left
Then alone
Cold and blank
I will lie

Just help me up
From this pit of darkness
And sing me a tune
To soften my love
And hold my hand
Till we cant let go

But I live in a dream
As this is imaging a world
Where I don't get attention
I don't get your love
Or hear your voice
Or anyone cares for me

I think i will leave now.
I'm sorry
For the mistakes i made
Sorry i looked at you
And sorry i said your name
I'm not worth to say it

You will hurt when no one is calling your name
When i have left

Or maybe not.