In the home i will die

My eyes roll back in my head.
I'm not feeling the greatest.
not knowing the fact what is going on.

the voices replace in my mind.
me holding there on the bed.
with no anger or laughing attached.

my heart is dirt out cold and not caring.
my mind is over heated right now.
holding the glass like something deep.

everyone around me telling me.
everything will be OK, always.
remember this is just the end.

i pass out inside of myself.
i can't see anyone.
no one around me seeing me.
knowing what i will do non stop.

i see the pencil out of the blue.
the sharp of the led.
i stab myself with it.

several times before i bleed out.
the voices are gone.
I'm still there with blood.
dripping out of me.
the ink is poisoned up in my blood.

in the hospital i was.
in the hospital i stayed.
in the home i will die.