Hidden with perfection when i see my reflection... that is what i think,
look like everything but what i am, polite, petite, and O SO neat,
this fake person i just cant defeat,
but i guess its better to keep the act, that way he won't attack,
so i hide my pain, and have nothing to gain,
put on this smile so hes happy for awhile, but i can't help this pain i feel, because i don't feel like this part of me is real,
i put this smile on when i feel like dying, because its how i deal, so u let me heal...