I can't do this any more pretending that I'm fine. Behind my smile is something you'll never understand. This pain is tearing me up inside. Part of me is dying while the other part of me is screaming and crying, and waiting to die. I slide the blade against my wrist watching the blood flow, just wanting to let this hurt go. I'm tired of lying and saying that I'm fine. But I'll just smile and pretend everything's fine.
