Beyond repair

The days they just grow longer
and my heart it just grows cold
my feelings growing lesser
memories are growing old

though missing you was never hard
its time for me to choose
what do i have to gain from this
and what is there to lose

many people come and go
throughout my damaged heart
but none stay long enough to learn
how you're tearing me apart

you're far away in distance
but i can almost feel you here
i want so bad to hold you
but my hope fades with every tear

i guess I'll never have you
or at least it seems that way
its so hard to forget you
I'm just waiting for the day

when i finally put my foot down
and decide if i should try
to be with you just one more time
before my feelings die

but until then I'm helpless
because your signals, they're so mixed
my heart is further broken,
beyond repair, it can't be fixed.