I want doesn't get

I wanted love....i got heart break
i wanted something to hold onto...i had to let go
i wanted safety....i got scared
i wanted security...i got rejection
i wanted dreams...i got nighmares
i wanted sleep...i lay awake for hours
i wanted so much...i got nothing
i want doesn't get

you wanted to die...you got life
you wanted friends....you made enemys
you wanted love....you got rejected
you wanted peace...you found noise
you wanted life to teat you fair...yet you're a backstabber
you wanted me to forgive you....yet you do it again

i wanted you to be happy...you got worse
i wanted you to be honest with me...you lied
i wanted you to smile...you cried
i wanted you to leave me alone...you stayed
i wanted so much...i got nothing
i want doesnt get