Down on my knees I beg
The closer I am to the ground, the more I fall maybe just maybe I\'ll catch what is lost
Maybe I\'ll hold it and never lose it
Maybe I\'ll lose my self, in this hopeless trial
To many times I cried to many times not knowing why
And every time I lost more and more
Heart broke, pieces lost, gaps that will never fill, only grow, and even to the keenest of eyes, seeming to diminish
But not I not all
Fall and fall
To my knees
To the ground
Brake my bones, crack open my scull pieces all around and lost
I fall deeper and in time Ill be gone
Death poses me in life, tears rolling down hills, down my face past my lips, life is short but full of pain full of hurt,
An ocean I a bath toy, meanly less, and taken every wave soft, every wave crashing, I flow, I brake easy but relentless is it all
Pity what a waist
Hold me up, remind me of what I have, hope, love
The beautiful calm nights, where the stars shine brighter then ever, diamonds in the sky, a silver pearl, deep blue, cradling me rocking me, a mother, a child helpless in her arms and Im found
A hand to heal wounds scares pride in surviving, a touch to remind me a voice to remind me , its my strength that makes my heart beat, not the hand that I saw save me
Hope; dreams that survive day and night, survive depression when happiness is far and few all to soon
Fed though reminders sweet and pure that wishing to die is wrong, that bleeding with cutes on the inside is not right, and my blood will no longer empty as I clinched my fist, and take a step forward
Love, a tide of give and take, while putting everything in front can lead to happiness, or a living corps, flesh rotting in filth of despair
Simple as picking the right clover, MR. right
3 the average Joe
out of reach like the stars but even stars fall down, and we can all hold a star in our hand another heart
