I try to let you go
but no matter
how much i try to let you go
i find myself missing you
even more then ever
and then these thoughts
run once again in my head
wanting me to cutt one last time
knowing that it\'ll ease my pain
but i look the other way
and in my left hand i hold this knife
though im right handed
i cry these tears
but its not water
yet its blood
running down my damn check
