I can’t believe you are leaving me behind.
I know you are giving up on me,
But you are the reason I’m still here.
Soon, you won’t be.
Soon, you will be that reason I’m not.
You never talk to me anymore,
Or call and talk or hang out.
You think I’m some scumbag that shouldn’t be here.
Then why did you try to help earlier?
I can’t stand that you don’t care.
You used to be the one I could talk to,
Now, I am lost within.
I am that person who shouldn’t be here.
I am that mistake that people keep telling me.
I’m sorry that you are through with me.
But you told me I wouldn’t be left behind.
You told me that…
And now you are lying to me.
You know who you are.
I don’t even need to tell you.
I feel the hate in me, those things are driving me crazy.
I am sick of everything you did to me.
I am done…I am over….I’m gone.