My Words

All the words i want to say to you
are deep inside my head
but i just cant bring myself to say them
because if i could, they would already be said

words don't come easy to me
no matter how hard i try
i could try a million times
but id still be left to cry

because all i want to tell you
is how much you mean to me
and that i love you with all my heart
and that i only wish you could see

you know i USED to love you
but you don't know that i still do
and although you say you hate me
i hope you feel AT LEAST SOMETHING for me too!

i don't know how many times
Ive been left crying over you
but you always seem to make it happen
no matter what it is you do!

can you please just talk to me
so we can become friends again
so that my life would be worth living for
and so i no longer live in pain!

i just want to see you
so we can try and talk things through
PLEASE ill do anything
just tell me what to do!

i know we've tried
millions of times and more
but I'm hoping if we try again
this time will be different then all before!