I laid her in the ground :(

As I watched her
down her medication day by day
I slowly realized
this may not turn out okay

Days went by
some seemed the same
hurting so bad inside
feeling her pain

It slowly chipped away at her
cancer killing her slowly inside
and I would give anything
to have with her another fight

I still remember the day
my world turned upside down
and I lost one of my best friends
and layed her in the ground

I still smell her perfume
still hear her voice
and if I could chose between losing
her again... it wouldn't be an easy choice

I realize why she left
but it doesn't stop the pain
losing my mentor was like losing a game

A game of the heart
one that could be so difficult, yet sweet... one that messed me up so bad... I can hardly breath.