I realize now,
You'll never see,
You'll never know,
The real me.
Don't tell me it's not worth it,
Don't ask me to justify,
The reason for my actions,
Is visible to only my eye.
You never realized,
How much I hurt,
Or how much I cared,
Or how much I learnt.
You were so preoccupied,
With making yourself happy,
You didn't see that without you,
Happy is no longer something I can be.
So once again I'm sitting here alone,
I take the razor, the blade, the knife,
I take the hurt and I take the tears,
I take a reason and with it my life.
-------------------------------------------
The cut still open,
The wound still fresh,
But the blood has stopped,
She has gone with death.
