All Along

I feel the tears rolling down my cheeks,
Right next to the make-up that i took so much time to apply,
hoping i would catch your eye,
You never noticed i even had any on until it was running down my face...
I just wanted to be beautiful for you,
show you that i could be everything that you wanted me to,
Do you know the pain that you inflict,
the busted, shattered, disgusted feeling that you left me with?
No?... i didn't think so,
I wish that i could save myself,
But now i am beyond my own help,
I need the one man that won't lie, decieve and scheme until the day he dies,
The one true love that everyone searches for,
when most times life's waiting for you to apprieciate it before it gives you more to be thankful for,
Someone i know and love once told me thaqt your heart may be on your left, but it is always right.
Stop trying to be strong,
Give destiny a chance to work - before long, you'll realize the person you were looking for has been there all along...