I don't know what this feeling is,
I keep searching for the right words,
but they're so hard to find.
I finally got what I wanted,
and yet its still so hard.
When I'm with you, it hurts
but when i'm not, its even worse.
Its like there's a chain made of emptiness
locking up my heart.
and its squeezing it so tightly
but the tears don't seem to start.
When you hold me,
its as if I've got the world in my arms.
And as I pull away,
you leave me again.
You're a goodbye kind of person.
And I can always sense it because,
its always a goodbye, I love you,
its always a goodbye hug.
You can never hold a conversation,
you never know what to say,
you laugh at the stupidest jokes,
but are you really going to stay?
I finally get to hold you,
but its as if you keep slipping away.
I've made changes for you,
but do you even notice?
Or is that the only reason,
you do love me.
And why do you say that you love me?
when you don't even know.
How much I've longed to hear those words,
but you say them with no meaning.
And I want you to know that I love you,
but how can I really show you?
that despite all of your faults,
I feel like I just know you.
Even after you broke my heart,
and picked up all the pieces,
and put it back together,
it still hurts me when you squeeze it.
This time, I'm the one who's getting hurt.
And I'm the one who's gonna cry,
and I'm the one who has to work,
and you're the one who says goodbye.
So I am giving you my heart,
please promise you won't break it,
and please don't make me cry again,
here it is, just take it.
