Things arent right anymore

What do you do when the things that are supposed to be perfect aren't?

the formal dress that was exactly what u want.
the people who are your friends don't see u.
the passes in class become fails.
all u can do is sit down and cry until u cant do anything more. there is no one to hold you.
the stress of everything being the way it is becomes a waste of time, and the world is hating u and u are angry at yourself.
don't fall into the trap of friends being there for u. the truth is they are buying your friendship