Inner Voice

Hands smashing against everything again, I can't help but feel so much pain
take a look at my tainted face, all white and no grace
separated from life, let me use a knife
fighting every urge to kill humanity, what the f&*k is wrong with me

I cant seem to hold back my hate, this is my hidden state
A hidden anger within, someone who wants to sin
So much I can hardly take, why cant they see that every things fake
living what they think is true, all lives end up the same no matter what you do.

Take a second to stop, I cant help but feel my hope drop
Its like every person I cant fake again, this life is a hidden shame
I want to hold back, but its all so black.
I have one reason to stay, one reason not to go away.

I stay for her, ill fight an fight my war
restraining myself from retaliation, its eternal desperation
I choose to stay its my choice, DIE DIE DIE fu*&ing inner voice
I love her and that's all I hold, she's the only one to keep me from the cold.