I dont know what to do

I can sit here and talk to you
like we do all the time
But when you tell me
That you have decided
That deep down you want me back
All I can do is act as if I do too
But deep down inside of me
I know the way we are now
Apart and not together
Is the way we are meant to be
But I dont want to hurt you
More then I already have
And break your heart even more
Your already going through a hard time
I dont want this to add on to the pile
I only wish I could tell you
how I really feel, But I can't
Atleast not now.....