As I

As I again think real below,
My brain is thumping on the low.
As I think again to myself some mo
My mind is screaming,
my feelings won't show.

As I feel so useless,
the more miserable.
My thoughts are the dirt,
mouth is the shovel.

As I continue to bury
my troubles to go,
My confidence depletes,
every answer to "why?"
is "I don't know."

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