I can feel the tears coming
the beginning of a new pain
the feelings i\'ve been trying to hide
so you wouldn\'t think i\'m lame.
the feelings i don\'t want
the feelings i don\'t need
the ones that i could live without
the ones that always scare me.
i try to hold them back
and not let you see my tears
of losing someone that i care for
is one of my greatest fears.
just one look at you
is all it takes
and my tears begin to gall
that moment my heart breaks.
i look away from you
to ease my growing pain
but i can\'t help but look
wishing things would remain the same.
the thought of not seeing you
is hard to take-in
to think of not being with you
is almost like a sin.
i wipe away my tears
and put on a fake smile
and wish you the very best
and to make everything worth while.
secertly i want to tell you
how i really feel
to tell you that i love you
but i know i never will.
not that i don\'t want to
but i don\'t want to fall to deep
but i really care for you
if you know what i mean?
one day i won\'t fake a smile
or think of you and cry
but not right now, i can\'t
just remember how i tried.
till\' that day comes
my tears will continue to fall
and my heart will ache
as if nothing has changed at all.
