Set your soul free!

Everyone says my life is not so bad,
but have they lived it?
"NO"
So why do you judge me for what you've heard?
You tell me not to cry,
It'll be OK, but do you no that?
"NO"
You think it's all a joke but you no nothing.
I have thoughts running all through my mind,
But I can't let them out to run free.
So why bother living when I could set my soul free.
You look into my eyes and see the fear and tell me,
"Suicide"
Is not the way.
Well if that's not then please tell me,
WHAT IS?