As I lie in bed tonight and watch the tears fall from my face I think about my life and wounder why I haven't left this unforgiving dreadful world behind yet.and I realize oh yeah because the people who love me won't let me and I wonder why ? Why do they love me? Thats something that I will never understand. Everyone looks at me like I'm a normal teenage girl, and on the out side I am, but on the inside is a place that no one dares to step. Someone once told me your as sick as your secrets so what does that make me? I ask that over and over again.
