Mant times

Many times i have said
I want to be dead
Many times you look
Reading me like a book
Many times i cut my wrist
bending the flesh with a twist
many times you've made me cry
made me wonder why
many times Ive tried to forget
but only failure have i met
many times i will remember
am i the only member
many times i will walk away
swearing to make you pay
many times we will fight
but not tonight
as the stars will shine
i will take what is mine