I'm mad at myself most of all
I'm starting to fall
As my blood hits the wall
I scream!
No turning back now
oh my god it was just a dream
I ask myself how!
Why aren't i dead
why am i in my bed
more alive than ever
my dreams are just so clever
To be so real
The feeling to know i wont have to deal
with any of this anymore
What do i have to live for
i have no more left in me
Don't u see
I'm speaking through this whole in my heart
You are a huge part of me
That i want to stay with me forever
but your falling away
farther and
farther
you drift
i cant breathe
i cant see
i wouldn't be me!
