Just a normal night

It started out as a normal night
everything feeling so right
It started out with just a kiss
sending me into a place of total bliss
he asked me if I was ready
and of course I said yes
first went his pants
then went mine
off came the shirt and the bra from behind
he kissed me again telling me he loved me
going in slowly and slowly getting harder
Not knowing if we should go farther
we did and it felt so right
hoping for a never ending night
we made it to the climax
counting down 1.....2....3....relax
he kissed me again now even longer
telling me he is not ready to be a father
I just giggled but that hits me hard
making me think should i have stood guard?
no i say i know he will be true
knowing that no matter what we will make it through
well he told me he loved me and that i was his wife
i knew right then he would be my life
the next day its different it seems he has changed
and i realize this must be a game that he plays
i dont want to believe it cuz in my heart i love him too
but i don't want to stand around and be played like a fool
i tell myself that he is my best friend and would never do that to me
but everyone says thats how he is indeed
so this is a tale with no happy ending
cuz in this story he was just pretending
(or so it seems)

real life situation please comment