Unanswered Questions

Sitting here looking at the chipped paint
I start to think and feel ashamed
I have so many gifts and talents and dont know what to do
Bit instead of me thinking about that im thinking about you
I dont understand what i did that was so wrong
But what you did was heartless and wrong
All i ever wanted was for you to love me
But i guess that was too much to ask now i see
Why doesnt he want me? Is what keeps runnin thru my head
Even when im tryin to sleep at night layin in my Bed
Both of my sisters were meant to B here well wasnt i too?
I know i wasnt planned But who helped create me yep that was you
I had never spoken to you or seen you Before
Why did you lie to me get my hopes up and leave me sore
but it doesnt matter because im going to make something of myself
And im going to have a child and be the parent u werent without your help
So u see i guess i really never needed you
So my questions are unanswered but one still remains Why did God choose you?