Confidence

No boobs
Big butt
Thunder thighs
I'm in a rut

I'm short
They're tall
I feel big
They look small

I feel huge
I hate my look
They have beauty
I have books

What's the perfect size?
And how do I get there?
I'm willing to do anything
Really, I'm not scared

How big is a 5?
And why do I feel like this?
I think it has something to do with
Someone that I miss

With him I felt good
With him I was proud
But now I choose to hide
Way out in the crowd

My friends do try to help
They say that I look good
But I just don't see that
I wish that I could

I hate that I hate myself
I want to be happy,
To be confident,
To just be me.