I never thought a wound could hurt this much for so long,
But I never really realized,
That when you try to bottle up your pain,
It only sits there and festers.
You hurt me, wounded me, abused me and turned your back on me.
I tried to forget but you ripped out my heart and now you carry it,
You carry it around like a trophy,
Never caring if you drop it and someone steps on it.
You care only for yourself.
But the one thing that most pained me,
Was the fact that I could never hold you in my arms.
I could howl with the pain.
I am beaten and broken.
I am yours to destroy,
I am yours to remold,
I am yours till the end of time.
