Ungettable

You sit right next to me,
And all I can think of is how you're not mine
You turn to me, smile and say,
"I'll always be your girl."
No, you're my ungettable girl

Unforgettable, so unbearable,
Yet so beautiful in every way.
You make me smile,
You make me sweat,
You're my ungettable girl.

Why can't you see me
The way I see you.
Not only do I admire your body
But everything within.
All the while
You're still my ungettable girl

You look at me with those eyes,
Those beautiful green eyes.
I wish I knew what they were telling me,
But I know it's another one they want to see.
Still you're my girl,
My ungettable girl.

You touch my hand,
You hold my arm,
Yet I still don't clue in.
To me you're still my girl,
But my ungettable girl.

One day you look at me,
The sadness lurking around
Still, clueless as ever, I ask you what's wrong
Not a word comes out of you
It's like you're expecting me to talk

But I don't know what to say
And you refuse to give me a clue.
You turn around and leave,
You leave it all up to me

"Wait," I manage to say
I do have something to say.
Life comes back to you
You're face is bright as always
My princess is back

Now I can't deny the fact,
That this girl is my angel
She's the love of my life
And this I do tell

A silence takes over,
The reaction I so long predicted.
How could I have been so stupid?
I knew I shouldn't have

Embarrassed and despaired
I turn around and leave
Now it's my turn to walk away in grief
Not expecting anything but disbelief

I start walking slowly
Secretly hoping she would decide to catch up
But as the pace progresses
Nothing makes me stop

So I decide to make my exit quick
Hoping the pain wouldn't stick
I open the nearest door
Not knowing where to go

I wander inside the school
Containing the pain inside
Now wondering what it was that she wanted me to say

My thoughts became words
And the words did not go unanswered
"I wanted to hear you prove that this is not unrequited love.

All this time your name has revolved
Around this one made up word.
Thinking you were ungettable,
Impossible to be in love with me"

Admirable, so desirable.
Impossible is not to be in love
With such perfection and charm
Yet you're still my ungettable girl,
Because I'll never measure up to you
Though I will try my best to do

*no rhyming scheme, but that's part of the poem* *based on actual feelings supposedly felt by several guys for a certain girl*

*I'd appreciate your votes and comments*thanks*It's only my second poem it's not the greatest, so please be nice* :)