Broken Promises

I promised myself I would no more cry
deep down inside I knew it was a lie
how can I promise myself such a thing
when I can't even promise my heart will still be beating
tomorrow, today, forever no more
my life fell apart when you walked out the door
why do I do this cause so much despair
I deserve better it's so unfair
I torture myself day after day
because you made me believe it was the only way
wasted time, wasted tears, wasted kisses, wasted years
a love I thought was meant to be
too bad I was fooling only me.