I wasn't planning on seeing you today
not tomorrow
not ever again
but there you are sitting with my sister
acting like nothing ever happened between us
it hurt seeing you so happy, when I am so miserable
I was just getting over you, its been 9 months
and I still miss you
I wanted to hug you, kiss you, just be near you
and I shouldn't have wanted that at all
you are on my mind again and I feel like all these months
of trying to forget you have been erased
it's like you have never gone away
I want to scream, what am I supposed to do?
you want to be friends, but I feel like I'll break if I'm near you again
talking to you, seeing you, it made me want to cry
knowing I don't have you anymore, and that I probably never will
I want you to go away, just disappear
leave me alone, and let me cry my tears.
