My heart in my hand

My life hasn't been perfect
but you made it better when you came around
always making me laugh, and stop dragging my feet across the ground
I can't believe I'm falling for you after all these years
you've been there through the best times and all the tears
my best friend for always, my friend for life
so why am I fighting this with all of my might?
my heart hurts, how can I explain?
you must understand because I know you have felt the pain
I just want to find someone that cares
someone that listens, and someone that shares
someone that looks at me from the inside
not just out, I mean I know I'm not the best looking girl running about
I'm not fishing for a compliment I just want to be understood
I tried telling you as best as I could
my heart is in my hand, will you take it and be a man?