Unseen

She's so beautiful no one compares
every time you see her all you do is stare
such a wonderful person a bright light
I want to spit on her when she comes in sight
I'm just the sister no one can see
and she's the girl I'm trying to be
I like you alot I think of you all the time
wishing and hoping that one day you might be mine
she's never going to love you that way again
and I can't stay here and try to blend in
I'm fooling myself into thinking we're just friends
that's where all the fighting begins
You make me smile when I'm sad
happy when I try to stay mad
but I still sit back trying not to be mean
because I'm just the sister that's unseen