Floating in air, letting my feet scrape against the dirt
So light, so free am i
My veins bulging beautifully out of my skin
My flesh sticking to my skull
To addictional addiction i succumb to
Daily, nightly, pills, dereliction
I took 4 pills today for the pain i never felt
4 pills for the countless nights i never slept
Hardcore am i? no. i have a problem.
I float in the air amognst people never looking down
Always looking up for my guidance, a sliver of my "perfection"
Look at me
Look at me
In shame i look away
4 pills i took today, to add to my addiction, to add to my depression
I love and hate myself
And no one knows but me
