A friend told me to write so i wouldnt fall asleep so that is what i'll do
Tapping each keys with invisible fingers
Not even my tears will escape my lethargic state
Why did i do this to myself?
I'm better than this, i know i am
At the time it seemed like the best option
But now, i am ashamed, stupid, run down
Oh man made chemical, how you betray my trust
Drown me in your sorrow
Dwell in my pain
Soon my hands will stop working
Though i never meant it to happen this way
I'm a good student
Loved by many
At the time i wanted to die
But now it seems so petty
My life is beautiful
And now i will cherish it
Always
