Letter to God

Dear God,
why do i always sin? i have never found the peace people say when you get saved you get it. it always seems to miss me or it always gonna lie. why God did you give me the family i got??? they order me about and make me suffer? God why can't they love you like i do? why can't they seem to move pass my Faith? do they think that is just a thing that i am going through? do they think that it something to do? why can't they respect what i believe and help me over come my sins? God can you answer my questions?
Love,
Your Daughter