Leave but a shadow

To my dearest
dont you dare leave me
i can barely cope as things are

without you i would slip away
i would leave but a shadow
where we now lay

i couldnt bare to be apart from you
it would cause me to
scream and shout at you

what did i do wrong?
why did you have to leave
did you not care enough to stay

i know this stopped your pain
but now my pain is worse
you will forever stay with me
until im in my hearse

this about a very close friend you know who you are XXXX